I need to remember that I really do honestly derive more pleasure from the latter.

I really do need to remember that everything is fine either way, BUT I have more fun in some circumstances.

• cello, buy one
• cinematic idea: first think of scene with character wearing headphones, you hear music, char takes off headphones music dies down.. do this but have music be a little quiet then taken off headphones and placed near like stuffed animal, and it gets louder. “Whoa” the stuffed animal is the char. and actually “Whoa” says the “supposedly main” char and lifts up and sets down the headphones with corresponding volume changes. fucking golden but only ala har/kum that kind of thing. or maybe kind of neat in other circum.
• I am sitting in a room : 1. lang 2. native or not (other issues like is it the 3rd or 4th lang learned, not important) 3. size/character of room 4. rec equip 5. iterations
• 2a. translation (interpretation)
• pornography = $. internet = $. I could have been motherfucking richhhh by 19. Even look at this thing with the *tubes… pornotube, youporn, xtube, spankwire, redtube (astroturfed to hell on 4chan), tube1, tube8, tiavastube (from searchvids?) …………………… another dead death.
• fucking love bulleted lists
• fucking love reddit
• fucking love programming, need to get back wit it.
• fucking love packets, can’t wait for when I’m caught up on the RFCs and my professor is like “dude lrn2math also you’re fired” ha kidding (or not?)
• there is actually a girl going to come over, we actually are cut from the same cloth and all that in some ways (or we plume our feathers because we’re both lonely fucks who will stab eachothers’ eyes out at a moments’ notices’ (s’ added for keeping up the momentum))s’.
• girls can’t get drunk because alcohol clearly has no effect on sand. this is why they’re so self-conscious of that. also they need liquid to bind.